(Nebulmânôd = Mist month)
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1st check on all fur-kids; I found Stubby dead this morning…in his little apartment…on the porch…OMGs, I bawled like a baby! However, Stubby, I think you went out on your own terms, knowing full well making that decision for you was extremely difficult for me. R.I.P. Stubby. Meet me again @ the Rainbow Bridge.
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Plans: grieve, 8 hrs. 2nd shift
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1st check on all fur-kids; I found Stubby dead this morning…in his little apartment…on the porch…OMGs, I bawled like a baby! However, Stubby, I think you went out on your own terms, knowing full well making that decision for you was extremely difficult for me. R.I.P. Stubby. Meet me again @ the Rainbow Bridge.
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Plans: grieve, 8 hrs. 2nd shift
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Ancestor Meditation: Wotanstag (grandparents, Mother) David F. Schmidt (1895-1952) and Mary Goertz (1888-1983)
David F. Schmidt (1895-1952)
Birth 28 Feb, 1885 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas
Death 1 Oct 1957 in Marion County, Kansas
*Married 22 October 1922
Mary Goertz (1888-1983)
Birth 17 March 1888 in Kismet, Kansas
Death 27 Dec 1983 in Marion County, Kansas
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me. I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you've provided. I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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David F. Schmidt (1895-1952)
Birth 28 Feb, 1885 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas
Death 1 Oct 1957 in Marion County, Kansas
*Married 22 October 1922
Mary Goertz (1888-1983)
Birth 17 March 1888 in Kismet, Kansas
Death 27 Dec 1983 in Marion County, Kansas
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me. I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you've provided. I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Eihwaz: Irminsul, the Cosmic pillar, stress and difficulties, overcoming obstacles, need to have backbone to get through, inner strength, endurance, “Shit happens, get over it”, temporary cosmic consciousness, inner stability over external circumstances, the Shamanic link of experiences within the All. “That which does not kill us makes us stronger” (Friedrich Nietzsche).
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Sig:
Havamal 155.
This I know as an eleventh, when
I accompany my dear friend into combat;
I sing it into the shield, so that he triumphs in battle
And that luck and happiness surrounds him always.
Salvation, will, victory, success, gain, well-being, victorious and happy, blessing from above, successful fight, achieved goal, school, and salvation by light, inspiration, soul, and power of the sun, inspiration, soul, life force, wholeness, reliable success, healing, good luck, spiritual completion, and the path of the soul, Rune of the spiritual ray of inspiration, wisdom, and illumination.
“The creative spirit must conquer” (List, 57).
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Interpretation: Inner strength (Eihwaz) leads to spiritual completion (Sig).
*Stubby’s passing right here!
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Outcome: Call into the veterinary to tell them of Stubby’s passing.
*I have Stubby’s body lying in repose in his apartment while I make preparations for burial.
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Hillary didn’t make it: http://www.nytimes.com/elections/results/president
*It’s bad news all the way around. The Pachyderms are in complete control.
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Only 6 hrs of sleep
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1st breakfast; whole-grain cereal and a banana
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Toby and I out for a very well behaved 30min walk.
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2nd breakfast; scrambled eggs and ham; but I really do like them, Sam I Am.
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After a few words, and many tears, Stubby now has an honored place in my cat cemetery; along with, Patch, Schatz, Ollie, Rufus and YaWK.
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Emotionally drained…
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Touch 1st half of shift…tears
Good dinner break…I actually got in some reading of the Poetic Edda
Touch 2nd half of shift…tears still come easily
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Ya know, Stubby was a good boy. I didn’t have much to offer him. All I could offer him was my porch, a fairly sizeable porch at that, but the little I could offer his was evidently better than going back to that bitch across the street. He was my constant “welcome home”. He was my constant “good morning”. He was my constant friend. I already miss him like crazy. My tears are TREMENDOUS! Oh, I know it will eventually get better, but getting there is SO painful!
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P.T.A. shower, bed, nighty-night
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Havamal 155.
This I know as an eleventh, when
I accompany my dear friend into combat;
I sing it into the shield, so that he triumphs in battle
And that luck and happiness surrounds him always.
Salvation, will, victory, success, gain, well-being, victorious and happy, blessing from above, successful fight, achieved goal, school, and salvation by light, inspiration, soul, and power of the sun, inspiration, soul, life force, wholeness, reliable success, healing, good luck, spiritual completion, and the path of the soul, Rune of the spiritual ray of inspiration, wisdom, and illumination.
“The creative spirit must conquer” (List, 57).
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Interpretation: Inner strength (Eihwaz) leads to spiritual completion (Sig).
*Stubby’s passing right here!
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Outcome: Call into the veterinary to tell them of Stubby’s passing.
*I have Stubby’s body lying in repose in his apartment while I make preparations for burial.
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Hillary didn’t make it: http://www.nytimes.com/elections/results/president
*It’s bad news all the way around. The Pachyderms are in complete control.
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Only 6 hrs of sleep
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1st breakfast; whole-grain cereal and a banana
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Toby and I out for a very well behaved 30min walk.
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2nd breakfast; scrambled eggs and ham; but I really do like them, Sam I Am.
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After a few words, and many tears, Stubby now has an honored place in my cat cemetery; along with, Patch, Schatz, Ollie, Rufus and YaWK.
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Emotionally drained…
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Touch 1st half of shift…tears
Good dinner break…I actually got in some reading of the Poetic Edda
Touch 2nd half of shift…tears still come easily
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Ya know, Stubby was a good boy. I didn’t have much to offer him. All I could offer him was my porch, a fairly sizeable porch at that, but the little I could offer his was evidently better than going back to that bitch across the street. He was my constant “welcome home”. He was my constant “good morning”. He was my constant friend. I already miss him like crazy. My tears are TREMENDOUS! Oh, I know it will eventually get better, but getting there is SO painful!
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P.T.A. shower, bed, nighty-night
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God/dess Meditation: Wotan; Alle-Vater God! Wandering God! Rune god! Wolf God! Raven god! Wotan!! Husband to Frija, the Alle-Mutter. Son to Paru and Bezzia, brother to Willo and Wîh; We call out to you, not as slaves or on bended knee, but on our feet and open-armed as befits your offspring. Watch us as we struggle, but the fight and fame must both be ours! Grant us that victory which we win by OUR might and mane! After a life battle-worn, Wotan, grant us access to our Great Ancestral Hall, where we may feast, drink the glorious mead and be merry with our heroes and our Altmâgâ. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, Wotan, as we honor the Wotan that resides in us all!
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Comments: last check on all fur-kids
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Alaf Sal Fena!
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Comments: last check on all fur-kids
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Alaf Sal Fena!
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