November/Nebulmânôd 6, 2017 Manostag

(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: my love my fiancée, work 8 or 9hrs
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Ancestor Meditation: Manostag/Mano’s Day/Monday (parents) Elmer H. Reimer (1924-1963) and Anna M. Schmidt (1926-1994), Jewell F. Reimer [(sister) (1947)], Michael L Reimer [(brother) (1948-1997)].
Elmer H. Reimer (1924-1963
Birth 24 October 1924 in Whitewater, Butler County, Kansas, USA
*US Navy veteran, Joint Intelligence Center, Pacific Ocean Area (JICPOA)
**Naval Intelligence Office, Pearl Harbor, Hawaii.
*Married 23 June 1946
Death 10 October 1963 in Wichita, Sedgwick County, Kansas, USA
Anna M. Schmidt (1926-1994)
Birth 20 January 1926 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas, USA
Death 23 September 1994 in Wichita, Sedgwick County, Kansas, USA
I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Uruz: The Auroch beast, the primal instinct, life force, survival, endurance, the ability of action, creation taking shape, expansion, tenacity, vital strength, instinct of survival, stability, raw physical power, taking risks, stick-to-itiveness, foundation, a stabilizing effect, moral strength, healing, good health, rejuvenation, energy levels, rage, health and energy, primal drizzle.
Conversely:
A weakened position, deprivation, out of sync, an impulse towards inaction, a severe lack of foundation, energy at low levels, illness, reduction, instability, elasticity, uncontrolled rage, without the will to survive, misdirected force, taking no risks at this time, weakness; either physical or emotional, illness, the inability to overcome obstacles.
*A1R2
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Yr:
Havamal 160.
A sixteenth I speak if a maid is reluctant,
To wake her lust and desire;
I change the heart of the delightful woman,
Then to me her wishes turn.
 
Lust/desire, seduction, second thoughts, the waxing and waning moon, lunar-like mutability of the feminine essence, the error-rune, conquering resistance through confusion, eventual perfection, Female mysteries, roots of the World Column, the carrier of genetic material, God-woman, femininity, desire, sensual love, passion, perfection, Mother, chaos from which creation emerges, female principle in the Cosmos, the night, death and instinct, anger, falsehood, error and the oppositions found in humankind, mystical union, night, moon, well grounded, roots of Irminsul from which all life springs, woman as the opposite/balance to man, the descending Divine Feminine being.
“Think about the end” (List, 63).
*H3R4
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Interpretation: Vital strength (Uruz) leads to eventual perfection (Yr)
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1st check on all fur-kids
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Outcome: 8hrs of sleep; two wake-ups, still tired
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My health by the numbers:
Weight: 254
Glucose: 111
BP: 127/72
Pulse: 80
Sent in my numbers to my online VA L-2 program.
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Good morning chat with my love my fiancée; yeah, I’m kind grumpy this morning.
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Typical breakfast sandwich
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Essie with some outside SUPERVISED time.
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Call in from US Bank…gotta pick up @ UPS
*took Toby
*well hela…this form is gonna take some work
Lunch @ BK since I was in the area.
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Just a wee bit of house cleaning
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Dark mood…
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Not a horrible shift @ work.  I found out I must’ve missed a few parts of the 36-part order from Friday.  Since I had to once again work on that order, I went ahead and deburred them, too.  Two more orders of extrusion, and an easy SHF filled the 9hr shift.
*my engagement ring has already started to snag on my work gloves.  I’ve started wearing a finger-piece of a rubber glove over it to protect it… AND IT WORKED!
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I think I’ve realized why the dark mood.  My body is starting to fail me; my manliness, my feet, now my wrist.  My wrist seems to be becoming arthritic; pain and swelling, which won’t allow me to work out with weights, not that I’ve been consistent about working out anyway.  However, this means I have to change the concentration from cardio and core. 
*Yeah, I know there are other people who have it worse, but I will never get used to being fat.  I TRY to control my portions.  I eat a low-fat diet, now, not being able to work out like I have, well, change like this is tough.
*Yeah, I love my fiancée, I still struggle with the why.  IMO, she is absolutely beautiful.  Her intelligence level is far and above mine.  She is so much more than me, and I don’t understand what I have to offer her to offset my many shortcomings.  I’m loyal to a fault; maybe that’s it.  She does not have to worry about me running off with some other woman…not like I could anyway due to my lack of manliness; nonetheless, I love her more than I love my own life.  I would GLADLY stand between her and death.  She means that much to me.
*Uruz/Yr?
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Last check on all fur-kids.  Socks out, Socks back inside his house.  Smart kitty.  It’ll be chilly tonight, but your house is @ 65degF.  All fur-kids are safe and under shelter.
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PTA shower, bed, nighty-night.
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God/dess Meditation: Nirdu, brother-husband, to Nirda, parents of the Wanâ; Ing-Frô and the Frouwa, beloved god of harbors and seas close to land; help us to remember the cargoes of wealth that float to our doors daily from the wonderful Universe in which we live. Though our misfortunes may rise and fall like the tides, the chance of prosperity, like the eternal sea brimming with fish, is still there. Like the salt-sea spray, awaken us to the possibilities that surround us, so that our nets may be cast wide and return full of life’s gifts. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, NIRDU, as we honor the Nirdu that resides in us all!
*source: combination AFA Book of Uncommon Prayers, and C.Reimer/V.Elmersson
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Alaf Sal Fena!