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Plans: my love my fiancée, hopefully get settlement check, work 8hrs
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Star Wars Day:
https://www.starwars.com/may-the-4th
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Star_Wars_Day
48th Anniversary of the Kent State Massacre:
http://www.cleveland.com/metro/index.ssf/2018/05/may_4_events_at_kent_state_university_include_national_landmark_dedication.html
https://www.history.com/topics/kent-state-shooting
On Fb:
https://www.facebook.com/FourDeadInOhioTheKentStateMassacre/
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Frijastag/Frija’s Day/Friday (great grandparents) David D. Schmidt (1852-1924) and Elisabeth Zülke (apx1856-1932)
David D. Schmidt
Birth 11 June 1852
Death 18 March 1924 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas, USA
Married 22 February 1876
Elizabeth Zülke (1856-1932)
Birth 4 JAN 1856 in Waldheim, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 19 JUN 1932 in Lehigh, Kansas
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me. I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side. I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Conversely:
Outside the favor of Ziu; the god of honor, dishonor, without victory in conflict, injustice, imbalance, mismanagement, failure, unbalanced, dishonesty, naiveté compromised judgments, defeat, warfare without purpose, disengagement with the sacrificial Self, spiritual death, legal dilemma, disorder/chaos, cowardice, the inability to fight for what’s right, void of the will to succeed, double standards.
*A3R1
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Havamal 152.
An eighth is mine, to all the Folk
Useful to know in their suffering;
Where hatred rises-up between man and man,
This I can settle fast.
Distress, suffering, compulsion of fate, separation, confrontation, strife settled, understanding suffering, settled calm, mind over matter, necessity of fate, misery and death, change of luck as necessity, decision of the Wurtâ, Wurt/Urlag paid-for, cause-effect relations, capability to restructure Wurt/Urlag, That which cannot be averted, the Ur-law that is active in every creature, stress, karmic debt, karmic need, but with outlook for change of karma, banishing ill fortune by means of accepting karma and karmic law, Skuld, Divine justice that balances.
“Use your fate, do not strive against it” (List, 55).
*H2R2
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Interpretation: Self-sacrifice (Teiwaz) leads to Divine Justice (Not)(admitted bias)
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1st check on all fur-kids
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Outcome: Just over 7hrs of sleep with 2 wake-ups. The reason why I note “wake-ups” is because there was a time I would wake up for, whatever reason, almost every hour on the hour. Now, at least I get much better sleep…well, usually.
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Good morning chat with my love my fiancée.
Morning chat with the niece caring for my sister. She’s about at her wits-end.
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Reorganized my outside recycling area. I think I finally have a plan that will work.
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Call into my attorney. I’ll pick-up my check today.
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Breakfast on a whole wheat bagel and a banana
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Toby and I out for a late morning, perfektly behaved, 30min walk.
*partly cloudy, mild, NNW breeze
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Shower
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Met with my attorney…PLENTY of fun conversation. It seems my settlement check will come once AAA gets my paperwork (did I miss that?). She’ll get right on that today. I doubt we’ll have much to do with each other after my case is completely closed, but I know she’d make an excellent friend as we have so much in common.
*Lunch at Jersey’s since I was out there.
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I’ve never had the opportunity to get hand-forming minutes at work. I’ve heard they’re astronomical. Well, tonight I got my first hand-forming minutes for minimal effort. For this:
Stage
Drill
Trim tabs
Debur
Hand-form
I got 2257min…no joke…TWO THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY-SEVEN MINUTES. That’s more than a MONTH of 8hr shifts.
Busting my ass on the table shaper I get minimal time, but this? Jeez
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QT for a snack
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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Nighty-night
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Frija, Great Alle-Mutter; caregiver of Family, Hearth and Home, wife to Alle-Vater Wodan. Teach us to be patient but not passive; wise but not haughty in our wisdom; far-seeing yet not blind to that which is before us. May we nurture life, increase life, and live our own lives more fully. Through you we give honor to our human mothers. Through you we see all the beauty that surrounds us as well. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, FRIJA, as we honor the Frija that resides in us all! HEIL ALLE MUTTER HEIL!
*source: combination AFA Book of Uncommon Prayers, and C.Reimer/V.Elmersson
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Alaf Sal Fena!