January/Hartmânôd 23, 2017 Manostag

(Hartmânôd = Harsh month)
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1st check on all fur-kids
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Plans: sad day, but the deed must be done, work 8hrs.
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Ancestor Meditation: Manostag (parents) Elmer H. Reimer (1924-1963) and Anna M. Schmidt (1926-1994), Jewell F. Reimer [(sister) (1947)], Michael L Reimer [(brother) (1948-1997)].
Elmer H. Reimer (1924-1963
Birth 24 October 1924 in Whitewater, Butler County, Kansas, USA
*US Navy veteran, Joint Intelligence Center, Pacific Ocean Area (JICPOA)
**Naval Intelligence Office, Pearl Harbor, Hawaii.
Death 10 October 1963 in Wichita, Sedgwick County, Kansas, USA
*Married 23 June 1946
Anna M. Schmidt (1926-1994)
Birth 20 January 1926 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas, USA
Death 23 September 1994 in Wichita, Sedgwick County, Kansas, USA
I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Isa: Ice: dormancy: a calming, self-preservation, self-centeredness resulting in a lack of change, reflective influence, stilling effect: self-control: the concentrated self: ego, das Ich (the unified, whole, principle or force), the composite plurality of Ich, be still and gain control of the Self (in all its forms): grounding, a lowering of vibration levels, patience, frigidity, and the loss of momentum.
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Thorn: 
Havamal 147.
A third I take, when danger threatens,
To bind the enemies through magic:
Thus, I dull the steel of the furious opponent.
Like the staff, his sword does not cut anymore.
 
Donar, a constant renewal of life in rebirth, protection from danger, enemies bound through magic, impermeable, an awakening, the power to turn, the divine will to act, the law of eternal reincarnation, power to become, Return, new emergence from what's apparently old and dried-up, formative power of the seed, the thunderbolt, targeting goals, activity and the phallus, mental telepathy, projection of the will, fierce protection, psychic attack & defense, penetrating time & space, Rune of opposing polarities and of joining opposites, binding of and victory over the enemy.
“Preserve your ego” (List, 51).
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Interpretation: Calm (Isa) leads to a renewal of life (Thorn).
*thank you for this.
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Outcome: not a horrible night’s sleep.
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A banana and syrup on hot cereal.
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Call into the Air Capital Veterinary to arrange Long-tail’s appointment.
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R.I.P. Lord Long-tail
I’ve been feeding you for about 2 yrs., because that BITCH across the street couldn’t take care of you properly.  When you were done eating, you always waved good-bye, and when you were ever hungry you knew where to go.  It was on a recent cold night when I went onto the porch after work to make an adjustment to the porch light, THERE YOU WERE wanting to go inside; which you have never before done.  I tried to feed you on the porch as per usual, but you would have nothing to do with that.  Twice, you ran around my feet to run inside.  Upon inspecting you, you had turned into skin-and-bones.  I thought to myself, not you, too.  Does feline leukemia have you like it had your brother, Lord Stubby?  One day, when it was warmer, I wrapped you under my coat to take you back to your BITCH guardian.  Two things happened quickly:

1. I saw you being fed on the porch
2. I saw you over at P’s porch

Convinced that BITCH didn’t care for you, I encouraged you to come over, and you did. You remained emaciated.  On warmer days, I let you outside, but, like your brother, you never gave any indication you wanted to go back to that BITCH.  I cared for and loved you to the very end. 
When your leukemia became so advanced, simply walking became a problem for you, I knew it was time.  I held you in my arms, wrapped in a warm blanket, while the Veterinarian administered the shot.  I whispered in your ear, “Meet me at the rainbow bridge”.  I know you will.  I’m having you cremated and will keep your ashes.
*Isa/Thorn right here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Last of the Mom’s Memory Goulash for an early lunch
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Lots of condolences and support on Facebook.
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Still in need of an egg bagel
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Toby and I out for a 30min, 1PM/13:00 walk, but he spent about half on it on the retractable.  I warned him NOT to go into the street, but he took it upon himself to do so, curbside/gutter, yes, in the street nonetheless, with oncoming traffic.
*a thought…Isa, calm, no worries…Thorn, renewal…OMGs!  There is no need to worry (Isa).  Long-tail has been reunited with his brother (Stubby) and his mother (Sophie) on the other side (Thorn)!!!!!!  FUCKING WOW!  No one can ever tell me animals have no souls.  This Rune reading has told me otherwise.
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No workout routine today.
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It was an okay shift.  There was enough to keep me busy on the shaper.  My thoughts went to Long-tail.
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PTA shower, bed, nighty-night
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God/dess Meditation: Nirdu, brother-husband to Nirda, parents of the Wanâ; Ing-Frô and the Frouwa, beloved god of harbors and seas close to land; help us to remember the cargoes of wealth that float to our doors daily from the wonderful Universe in which we live. Though our misfortunes may rise and fall like the tides, the chance of prosperity, like the eternal sea brimming with fish, is still there. Like the salt-sea spray, awaken us to the possibilities that surround us, so that our nets may be cast wide and return full of life’s gifts. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, NIRDU, as we honor the Nirdu that resides in us all!
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Comments:  last check on all fur-kids
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Alaf Sal Fena!