(Hêrmônd = Hoar month)
JsFnChst! Two dogs right outside the gate when I let Socks out. I sure as hel didn’t see them. Toby took off after them. I have no idea where Socks went or how he is. Heluva way to start the morning.
*There he is. Socks is on edge. but safe back inside his Cat House.
Plans: work 10 hrs
JsFnChst! Two dogs right outside the gate when I let Socks out. I sure as hel didn’t see them. Toby took off after them. I have no idea where Socks went or how he is. Heluva way to start the morning.
*There he is. Socks is on edge. but safe back inside his Cat House.
Plans: work 10 hrs
AM Meditation: Wotanstac/Wednesday, we meditate on Wotan:
All-Father God! Wandering God! Rune god! Wolf God! Raven god! Wotan!! Son to Paru and Bezzia, brother to Willo and Wîh; We call out to you, not as slaves or on bended knee, but on our feet and open-armed as befits your offspring. Watch us as we struggle, but the fight and fame must both be ours! Grant us that victory which we win by OUR might and mane! After a life battle-worn, Wotan, grant us access to our Great Ancestral Hall, where we may feast, drink the glorious mead and be merry with our heroes and our Altmâgâ. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, Wotan, as we honor the Wotan that resides in us all!
Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
All-Father God! Wandering God! Rune god! Wolf God! Raven god! Wotan!! Son to Paru and Bezzia, brother to Willo and Wîh; We call out to you, not as slaves or on bended knee, but on our feet and open-armed as befits your offspring. Watch us as we struggle, but the fight and fame must both be ours! Grant us that victory which we win by OUR might and mane! After a life battle-worn, Wotan, grant us access to our Great Ancestral Hall, where we may feast, drink the glorious mead and be merry with our heroes and our Altmâgâ. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, Wotan, as we honor the Wotan that resides in us all!
Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
<>AM Elder Rune: Ansuz (R): Outside the favor of Wotan vital/divine breath and the ancestral/Wotanic wisdom, separation from one’s true Spirit, spiritual imbalance, neurotic compulsive liar, exercise caution with communication and dealings including intelligence; a lack of inspiration, the shadow side of Wotan.
Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
<>AM Armanen Rune: Tyr:
Havamal 156.
A twelfth one I sing, when I see through the brush
The hanged one swinging from the hemp;
He climbs down from the trunk, must tell me his tale
When I carve the Runes right.
Excitation, mysteries revealed, sacrifice, rebirth of the Sun god, fertility and/or destruction, generation, power, success, wisdom, duties fulfilled, art of concealment and hiding, rebirth into the light - life of the soul, the power to make situations turn completely around, wisdom, spiritual understanding, the power of regeneration, warrior strength, justice, balance, personal sacrifice of the father, resurrection/reincarnation/born again; “Do not fear anything, even dying cannot kill you. Better to die than to be dead alive” (Gorsleben).
Interpretation: Spiritual imbalance (Ansuz) leading to sacrifice (Tyr).
Maybe, huh?
Outcome: My heart is still pounding…
I was an emotional wreck at work. Personal issues at home coupled with scrapping three expensive parts got the best of me. They say that when you fuck up, fess up, and that’s what I did. There are many things I put in my journal that can never be posted in the blog because people would get upset. That’s THE LAST THING I want to do. When I say “for posterity” that should tell you there are things happening that will not be shared for public consumption. I place those comments below the end of my journal entry so as not to confuse them with what CAN be placed in my blog, yet open to view if someone reads this journal after I’m gone. Anyway, I was such a wreck after scraping those parts I stepped outside to have a good cry. Soon enough my supervisor followed me outside asking if I needed some time off. I told him I can’t afford that. His reply was, “But I need you here 100%”. I took the day off. I was home before 8AM.
*I know others at work have fucked up worse than this. I just can’t help but wonder if I have a job tomorrow.
*Ansuz/Tyr right here!
*other comments for posterity, not for public consumption*
McDs for 2nd breakfast
*took Toby
Wal-Mart; a replacement wristband for my watch; perfekt!
I miss my banded-collar shirt. I don’t make a habit of buying clothes online, but took a chance on Amazon.com. It fits perfektly!
A bit of honey whiskey, a bit of smoke, LOTS of Wardruna…WOW!
*wherever I went, I was brought back just as the CD was ending.
Bionic Burger for a late lunch/early dinner
No energy now…
Das ist gut genug.
Nighty-night
Havamal 156.
A twelfth one I sing, when I see through the brush
The hanged one swinging from the hemp;
He climbs down from the trunk, must tell me his tale
When I carve the Runes right.
Excitation, mysteries revealed, sacrifice, rebirth of the Sun god, fertility and/or destruction, generation, power, success, wisdom, duties fulfilled, art of concealment and hiding, rebirth into the light - life of the soul, the power to make situations turn completely around, wisdom, spiritual understanding, the power of regeneration, warrior strength, justice, balance, personal sacrifice of the father, resurrection/reincarnation/born again; “Do not fear anything, even dying cannot kill you. Better to die than to be dead alive” (Gorsleben).
Interpretation: Spiritual imbalance (Ansuz) leading to sacrifice (Tyr).
Maybe, huh?
Outcome: My heart is still pounding…
I was an emotional wreck at work. Personal issues at home coupled with scrapping three expensive parts got the best of me. They say that when you fuck up, fess up, and that’s what I did. There are many things I put in my journal that can never be posted in the blog because people would get upset. That’s THE LAST THING I want to do. When I say “for posterity” that should tell you there are things happening that will not be shared for public consumption. I place those comments below the end of my journal entry so as not to confuse them with what CAN be placed in my blog, yet open to view if someone reads this journal after I’m gone. Anyway, I was such a wreck after scraping those parts I stepped outside to have a good cry. Soon enough my supervisor followed me outside asking if I needed some time off. I told him I can’t afford that. His reply was, “But I need you here 100%”. I took the day off. I was home before 8AM.
*I know others at work have fucked up worse than this. I just can’t help but wonder if I have a job tomorrow.
*Ansuz/Tyr right here!
*other comments for posterity, not for public consumption*
McDs for 2nd breakfast
*took Toby
Wal-Mart; a replacement wristband for my watch; perfekt!
I miss my banded-collar shirt. I don’t make a habit of buying clothes online, but took a chance on Amazon.com. It fits perfektly!
A bit of honey whiskey, a bit of smoke, LOTS of Wardruna…WOW!
*wherever I went, I was brought back just as the CD was ending.
Bionic Burger for a late lunch/early dinner
No energy now…
Das ist gut genug.
Nighty-night
PM Meditation: Brego, long-bearded god; son of Wotan and Gunnlod; husband of Ostara; you’re the god of poetry and eloquence; the adherent god of skalds. You have the Runes carved on your tongue. Your inspiration is enhanced by a drink from the glorious mead. Our oath to you, as we partake upon your silver cup called Bregofull; we swear our never-ending faith and allegiance to the gods and ways of our ancestors. We stand firm with them as we live our lives to the fullest. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, BREGO, as we honor the Brego that resides in us all!
PM Clarification Rune: none
Comments: last check on animals
Alaf Sal Fena!
PM Clarification Rune: none
Comments: last check on animals
Alaf Sal Fena!
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