(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur babies, Dillons interview…
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Ancestor Meditation: (photo source: Ancestry.com) (Gravesites @ Mennonite Brethren Church Cemetery, Lehigh, Kansas)
Frijastag/Frija’s Day/An: Frigga’s Day/Friday (great grandparents) David D. Schmidt (1852-1924) and Elisabeth Zülke (apx1856-1932) 
David D. Schmidt
Birth 11 June 1852
Death 18 March 1924 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas, USA
Married to Elizabeth Zülke 22 February 1876
Elizabeth Zülke (1856-1932)
Birth 4 JAN 1856 in Waldheim, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 19 JUN 1932 in Lehigh, Kansas
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Ehwaz: Horse, the special, controlled relationship between a rider and a horse, absolute trust, taking control of relationships and with higher-powers, instinct, intuition, progress, working in tandem with another, toward a single goal, control of a situation, adaptability, two halves that make-up the whole, following one’s instincts, teamwork, trust, loyalty, partnership, cooperation.
Conversely:
The relationship of a horse and rider out of control, disharmony, quarrelsome tendencies, mistrust, betrayal, stranded, indecisiveness, false friends/unfriendliness, treachery, change and/or movement for the worse, loss, break-up of a relationship, disruption of relationships, reluctant to trust, friendless, blockage, treachery, indecision, an enemy comes to the gate.
*A3R3; Aett 3, root three, Yggdrasil’s root of re-creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Fa: 
Havamal 146:
The first one promises to help generously
In sorrow, sickness and pain;
In eternal change, man goes forth
From death to new creation.
 
Generous help, luck, eternal change, forward motion, binding, life/death/life, new creation, property, to grow, to wander, to destroy, to shred, guidance, Father, potential change reflected in a beginning; preface of that which is becoming, being and passing away; procreation, creative father principle, Alle-Vater principle.  primal Fire, the power of spirit and change as well as the power of creativity, the Divine Masculine Principle, success, pure, generated fire that acts creatively in love, will that spares manifestation down to the material levels, necessity of change.
“Generate your luck and you will have it” (List, 49).
*H1R1; Halbdutzend 1, root 1, Irminsul’s root of creation
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Rune Lesson: 
*from re-creation to creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
*stray cats and squirrels.  George and Ghost were about ready to go at it.  I separated them and let Socks out from his house to control it.
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Outcome: 6hrs. of sleep, one wake, and Lily all over me.
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Online jwlr chat
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An apple and a banana with morning meds
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted 30lbs.  Starting to add pushups on it, 3 sets of 5 reps.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08NbXwvWfwg&list=WL&index=1
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Open faced breakfast sandwich; 2 eggs scrambled mixed with Canadian bacon on bottom, jalapeños, topped with shredded cheese.
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Called my 401(k) company to get a COVID payout benefit form
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Toby’s later AM feeding, insulin and Apoquel
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Well shit, pending a background check, I may be working at Dillons next week.
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Toby and I out for a late morning, perfektly behaved, 6-block walk
*cloudy, mildly cool, northerly breeze
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Visit to Ol’ Crow Tattoo.  Tomorrow @ 12:30pm
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Bank
Dillons
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Online jwlr chat/phone call
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Toby’s PM eye-goop
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Tree guys here.  I don’t know how much they are going to get done before dark.  I had to call them in from the trees at sunset.  They stayed after sunset to clean up what they got done.  They will hopefully finish tomorrow.
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Call in from the Jarl of Hammerstorm
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Three slices of turkey bacon naked, prime rib and horseradish chips and bread-n-butter pickle spears
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MLS Playoffs https://www.mlssoccer.com/mls-cup-playoffs/2020
New England 2:1 Montréal on FS1/Sling TV
Nashville 3:0 Miami on ESPN+/Sling TV
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Online jwlr chat
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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I have NO IDEA what time I fell asleep. I fell asleep in the recliner and woke up dazed @ 2:30am then stumbled back into the bedroom.
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(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur kids, ???????????????
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Ancestor Meditation: Wodanstag/Wodan’s Day/An: Odin’s Day/Wednesday (grandparents, Mother) David F. Schmidt (1895-1957) and Mary Goertz (1888-1983) (Gravesites at Lehigh Mennonite Cemetery).
David F. Schmidt (1895-1957)
Birth 28 Feb 1885 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas
Death 1 Oct 1957 in Marion County, Kansas
*Married to Mary Goertz 22 October 1922
Mary Goertz (1888-1983)
Birth 17 March 1888 in Kismet, Kansas
Death 27 Dec 1983 in Marion County, Kansas
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Inguz: Ing-Fro, the god of Ar; prosperity, abundance, sexuality and fridu, gestation, the womb and the tomb, fertility, fruitfulness, peace and plenty, internal growth, personal development, solitude, well-being, nature wisdom, process/manifestation of creativity; wholesome, healthy sexuality, sacrifice for the positive, potential, completion of one stage and progressing to the next, internal/spiritual growth, enhancing male energy.
*A3R6; Aett 3, root 6, Yggdrasil’s root of re-creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Gibor: 
Havamal 163:
An eighteenth I learned, yet I would never
Let a woman or maid know it,
For everyone knows what’s best for himself-
This leads me to the conclusion of the songs-
The one it shall be then, that lies in my arms
As betrothed wife and as sister.
 
The scald, awakening, passion, mystery, secrets kept, the end, comprehension of the driving from below upward; from humanity outward, secrecy, gift/giver, gift of life, that which is best for the individual, fulfillment, sacred marriage, being ONE with the sister soul, protection against evil forces, being/seeing the Divine, the cosmic consciousness and the divine principle, two forces having a singular origin, the spiritual ego, death-life cycle, protection against evil forces, union of the gods and the World, the uninterrupted chain in the cycle of eternal returns, the Creator and the Created, the deepest mysteries of the Universe, the end.
“Man, be one with God” (List, 67).
*H3R6; Halbdutzend 3, root 6, Irminsul’s root of re-creation
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Rune Lesson:  Ing-Fro, in all his compassion and wonderfulness, awakens us to all the available possibilities.  Thru his example are we awakened.  Thru him are we born again.  He is the god who brings us peace and plenty as we are engulfed in plenty of passion!
*from re-creation to re-creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
+ stray cats and squirrels
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Outcome: 7hrs of solid sleep but no Lily cuddles
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A banana with morning med
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps at 30lbs weighted
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Wonderfully informative online chat with my Aunty G_
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A bean burrito + 2 leftover eggs from the muffin tin wrapped in turkey bacon + hand-shredded hashbrowns mixed with chopped onions
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Toby’s late AM feeding, insulin and Apoquel
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Toby and I out for a later AM, perfectly behaved, 6-block walk.  Wonderful conversations with two neighbors
*sunny, mild, JsFnChst-HELA stout south/southwesterly wind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Prepped some beans https://www.ranchstylebeans.com/where-to-buy?productCategory=1026&productUpc=046900001136&ps-sku=046900001136 turkey dogs,  and onions; leaving them covered in the fridge to let them talk to each other.
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Prepped Kroger peppered turkey breast https://www.citymarket.com/p/kroger-cracked-pepper-marinated-turkey-breast-fillet/0001111001823
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Call in from one of my tree guys.  He should be here later this afternoon
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OMGs the aroma of the cracked pepper turkey breasts!!!!!!!!
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Okay, the aroma was better than the actual product; baked potato and raw veggies added.
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*comment not for public consumption*
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Tree guy here, $600 to trim trees back from my north boundary, to be done hopefully Saturday.
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Toby’s afternoon eye goop
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Online jwlr chat/phone call x 2
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A small load of laundry
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Last of the muffin tin eggs with a hashbrown from frozen
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Online jwlr chat
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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Midnight nighty night, lotus, and Lily cuddles
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​God/dess Meditation: Alternate Wodanstag/An: Odin’s Day. Heimo/An: Heimdall, HEAR ME!  Gellanhorn’s god, son of nine mothers and whitest of all gods.  You’re the genetic link between the gods and humankind. From your home in Himilberg, your keen eyes and sharp ears guard Ensigart, the world of the gods. As you stand so alert for the approach of giants, remind us that we must also watch for our own encroaching evil. Let weakness, cowardice, lies and dishonor be barred from Ensiwëg, the Rainbow Bridge, leading to our heart’s abode. Be a model for vigilance, that we may rise to the best that is in us, and someday join the Noble Gods in their shining homes. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, HEIMO, as we honor the Heimo that resides in us all!
*source: combination AFA Book of Uncommon Prayers, and C.Reimer/V.Elmersson
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Alaf Sal Fena!

(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur kids, ??????????????????????????????????
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Ancestor Meditation: Dienstag/Thing Day/Tuesday (grandparents) Henry E. Reimer (1898-1967) and Maria Hildebrand (1895-72) (Gravesites at Alexanderwohl Friedhof Cemetery, Goessel, Kansas).
Henry E. Reimer (1898-1967)
Birth 15 May 1898 in Medford, Grant County, Oklahoma, USA
Death 26 Mar 1967 in Hesston, Harvey County, Kansas, United States
*Married to Maria Hildebrand 2 June 1920
Maria Hildebrand (1894-72)
Birth 30 Dec 1894 in Marion County, Ks, USA
Death 22 Jul 1972 in Newton, Harvey County, KS, USA
Gravesites @ Alexanderwohl Mennonite Church, Goessel, Ks
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Sowulo: The Sun, Sunna, a lightning bolt, victory, success, feminine life force, lighting the way to new ideas, vitality, confidence, action, wholeness, optimism, the clear light of day, can be a destructive lightening flash (clearing), the will to victory, life purpose, cosmic energies effecting life, appearance of a guiding principle, guidance in journeying, spiritual guidance, leadership.
*A2R8; Aett 2, root 8, Yggdrasil’s root of destruction
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Is:  
Havamal 154:
A ninth one I sing, when dangers at sea forces me
To protect my ship from the stormy waves;
The storm I calm down, no matter how billowing the sea,
And I cradle the waves to sleep.
 
Calm in the face of distress, comfort, hypnotic power of the forceful will, course of affairs, Rest, Ego, das Ich, Positivity, activity, personal will, self-domination, self-control, confidence, determination, extension of the Divine center, the upright human being, the awakened Self, influence, personal power, magical power, power to banish evil, unity in the Universe, duration, action in the Cosmos, activity, will, self-domination, influence, personal power, self-discipline, unity in the Universe, duration, magical powers, axis/column/Irminsul of the world, action in the Cosmos, elimination of that which is unnecessary, calm.
“Win power over yourself and you will have power over everything in the spiritual and physical worlds that strive against you” (List, 56).
H2R3; Halbdutzend 2, root 3, Irminsul’s root of destruction
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Rune Lesson:  So, we’re dealing with two very destructive items; that being, the sun/lightening bolt and ice.  Perhaps at opposite ends but nonetheless destructive; however, both can yet be very beneficial.  Unlike pagans, we Heathens see the Feminine Divine in the Sun as a positive life force.  Ice, in all it’s destructive power, can bring a calming effect.  We are forced to slow down with ice.  In essence, we can be calm because we know the Divine Feminine has everything under control. 
*from destruction to destruction
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
*strays and squirrels
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Outcome: 6 ½ hrs of sleep, one wakeup, lotus and Lily by my side
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted and maxed at 30lbs
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Two eggs sunny side up, two slices of turkey bacon and last of the beer bread topped with raspberry jelly
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Oven baked eggs-n-turkey bacon in a 6-cup cupcake tin:
*Preheat oven to 425deg
*Place rack in center of oven
*Grease cupcake tin
*(wrap cup with turkey bacon if desired)
*Crack eggs into cupcake tin
*Cook for 10-12min
*(stop @ 11min, added cheese to top, melted for another min if desired)
OMGs YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Toby’s late AM feeding, insulin and eyedrops
*I just want you to know I journal what I do with Toby for MY purposes, not yours.  I log it so I know I did it.  It’s the dilemma of short-term memory loss.
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Toby and I out for a noon hour, perfectly behaved, 6-block walk.  I found a REALLY nice feather today; presuming hawk, but it could be owl.
*sunny, mild, stout southerly wind.
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Leftover meat from yesterday, baked potato, raw veggie conglomeration; celery, carrot, sugar snap peas, green onion, topped with Italian dressing.
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Call into Audell’s Tree Service
Call into Alfred’s Tree Service
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Valley Feed and Seed for critter food; goodies for me
Bank so I can afford critter food
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Call into Dillons’ hiring manager; left a message
Call into Dillons D_ S. Seneca; he assured me he DID follow up and I AM going thru the system.  If I don’t hear anything by Friday to call him back.
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Socks was in need of attention
Filled all critter food bins to the brim!
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Online jwlr chat
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Freddy’s https://freddysusa.com/store/ridge/ Chicago dog meal https://freddysusa.com/category/hot-dogs/ used my veterans meal card
*comment not for public consumption*
Dick’s Sporting Goods for swim shoes, because they make GREAT house slippers
*fit surprisingly well
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Online jwlr chat/phone call
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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Midnight nighty night with good Lily cuddles
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(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur babies, Toby to Blair Doon
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Ancestor Meditation: Manostag/Mano’s Day/An: Mani’s/Day/Monday (parents) Elmer H. Reimer (1924-1963) and Anna M. Schmidt (1926-1994), Jewell F. Reimer [(sister) (1947)], Michael L Reimer [(brother) (1948-1997)], Beth Ann Reimer/Hinkle [(sister) (1956-2018)].
Elmer H. Reimer (1924-1963)
Birth 24 October 1924 in Whitewater, Butler County, Kansas, USA
*US Navy veteran, Joint Intelligence Center, Pacific Ocean Area (JICPOA)
**Naval Intelligence Office, Pearl Harbor, Hawaii.
*Married to Anna M. Schmidt 23 June 1946
Death 10 October 1963 in Wichita, Sedgwick County, Kansas, USA; complications from M.S.
Anna M. Schmidt (1926-1994)
Birth 20 January 1926 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas, USA
Death 23 September 1994 in Wichita, Sedgwick County, Kansas, USA; heart attack.
I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Thurisaz: Giant, Donar, the Strong One, defender of the Folk and Ensigart, strength, indelible raw masculine power/strength, reactive and directed force, courage, a breakthrough, self-empowerment, defense from within, defend against outside forces, breaking down barriers, self-defense, assertiveness, facing opposition, bravery, the ultimate mortal fighting force, fertility, fight or flight; choosing to fight.
Conversely:
Thorn, Outside the favor of Donar, the strong One, indelible weakness, powerless, beware of enemies from the outside, defenselessness, failure, disruptive opposition, lack of fertility, shadow of the unconscious, disease, explosive/mindless violence, an enemy’s victory, introversion, trouble, betrayal, physical abuse, cowardice, destruction, a loss of masculinity, fight or flight: choosing flight.
*A1R3; Aett 1, root 3, Yggdrasil’s root of creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Bar: 
Havamal 158:
A thirteenth I mention, when I sprinkle the son,
The young one, with holy water,
If once he faces the foe, then he cannot fall,
No sword can wound him so he collapses in the dust.
 
Blessing, shielding, inspiration, encouragement, security, impending accidents that effect fate, life, birth: birth of the future life that is preordained for us, becoming, being projected, help in birth, son, bread, song, fountain, mountains, meaning of life on this planet/in this world, the power of becoming, reconstruction, Rune of continuous transformation, death and rebirth metamorphosis, return to the Mothers; the fountain as female symbol, the eternal spring of humans.
“Thy life strands in the hand of God, trust it in you” (List, 60).
H3R1; Halbdutzend 3, root 1, Irminsul’s root of re-creation
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Rune Lesson:  We are strong!  We are blessed!  Our strength protects us from outwardly attacks.  With Donar’s example, we know we have the power to defend!
*from creation to re-creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
*strays and squirrels
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Outcome: 6 ½ hrs. of sleep, Lily all over me all night and Jasmine there when the coast was clear.
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A banana with morning meds
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted at 30lbs up from 25lbs.  The Ab Roller weight is now maxed out.  As able, reps will increase a few at a time each week.
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Three eggs sunny side up, hand-shredded hashbrowns topped with onion salt and pepper-jack cheese, four slices of turkey bacon, slice of beer bread topped with butter.
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Toby’s AM feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Toby and I out for a late AM, well behaved, walk on the McCormick St mile; ½ out, across the street, half mile back (verified via odometer)
*sunny, mildly warm, westerly breeze
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Lunch; the build:
*lightly fried jalapeño bologna https://www.oscarmayer.com/our-products/cold-cuts/00044700070154
*pepper jack cheese https://www.kroger.com/p/kroger-pepper-jack-cheese-slices/0001111058720
*whole wheat tortilla https://www.kroger.com/p/kroger-whole-wheat-tortillas-10-count/0001111001574
*chili cheese corn chips https://www.fritolay.com/products/fritos-chili-cheese-flavored-corn-chips
*beard-n-butter pickle spears https://www.kroger.com/p/kroger-sugar-free-bread-butter-spears/0001111089256
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Prepped some turkey burger meat with onions and jalapeños added; set aside. 
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Toby’s eye pressure check @ Blair Doon was okay at best; not his best but not horrible. His anatomical right eye (OD) was 23, his anatomical left eye (OS) at18. 23 is three points outside the norm, but K-State said not to change anything, only to have him rechecked again in January.
*called K-State
*called Air Capital Veterinary
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Cell phone call in from my old bag press colleague from Spirit; good talk!
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While cooking Toby some pork chops, I noticed the garden salad mixture was going bad.  Recall I inherited some baby spinach from J_e that was already going bad, now the whole thing was going bad, and I HATE wasting food!  Two bowls of salad down and the pork chops were done.  As there were an odd number of pork chops, it was imperative (IMPERATIVE I SAY!) to create an even count.  One pork chop done and I AM SOOOOOO STUFFED!
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Turkey burger meat, 5 patties, in the oven, but I probably won’t be able to eat any of it.
*weeeeeell…I MAY have to try ONE patty…even count, ya know
*okay, did, with a few French fries and a raw veggie mix…JsFnChst stuffed!
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Curious about The Crown on Netflix; S1 Es1-3  https://www.netflix.com/title/80025678
 
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International Friendly
USA v Panama
8th min goal Panama
18th min GOAL USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
22nd min GOAL USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
26th min GOAL USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@ the half USA 3:1 Panama
79th min goal Panama
83rd min GOAL USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
87th min GOAL USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
90+1 GOAL USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Full time
USA 6;2 Panama
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!
https://matchcenter.mlssoccer.com/matchcenter/2020-11-16-us-mens-national-team-vs-panama/recap
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Online jwlr chat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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Midnight nighty night with good Lilly cuddles.
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​God/dess Meditation: Alternate Manostag/An: Mani’s Day, Nirdu/An: Njord/ brother-husband, to Nirda/An: Nerthus/ parents of the Wanâ; Ing-Frô/An: Frey and the Frouwa/An: Freya, beloved god of harbors and seas close to land; help us to remember the cargoes of wealth that float to our doors daily from the wonderful Universe in which we live. Though our misfortunes may rise and fall like the tides, the chance of prosperity, like the eternal sea brimming with fish, is still there. Like the salt-sea spray, awaken us to the possibilities that surround us, so that our nets may be cast wide and return full of life’s gifts. WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, NIRDU, as we honor the Nirdu that resides in us all!
*source: combination AFA Book of Uncommon Prayers, and C.Reimer/V.Elmersson
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Nirda/An: Nerthus/ sister-wife to Nirdu/An. Njord.  We give thanks to the Great Goddess Nirda, Goddess of the land, of soil, and growing things.  Goddess, too, of the scythe and of the sacrifice.  Beautiful and terrible.  Wise in Your power.  We praise you…HEIL NIRDA, Mother of the Wanâ, sister-wife to Nirdu.  WE GIVE YOU A MOST HEART-FELT HEIL, NIRDA, as we honor the Nirda that resides in us all!  HEIL NIRDA Divine Queen! HEIL!  HEIL! HEIL!
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Alaf Sal Fena!

(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: ??????????????????????????????
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Ancestor Meditation: (picture source: The Mennonite Heritage and Agricultural Museum, Goessel, Kansas) (Gravesites at Alexanderwohl Friedhof Cemetery, Goessel, Kansas).
Sunnastag/Sunna’s Day/Sunday (2nd great grandparents) David   A. Schmidt (1822-1892) and Maria Nachtigal (1828-1911)
David A. Schmidt (1822-1892)
Birth 19 May 1822 in Alexanderwohl, Molotschna South, Russia
Death 18 Dec 1892 in Marion County, Kansas, United States
*Married to Maria Nachtigal 15 November 1849
Maria Nachtigal (1828-1911)
Birth 23 Jan 1828 in Majdan Królewski, Podkarpackie, Duchy of Poland, West Prussia
Death 01 Apr 1911 in Goessel, Marion County, Kansas, United States
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
•           no doubt the ones who brought the family over from Russia.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Naudiz: The Rune of Need (whether mortal, emotional, spiritual), a Wurtâ Rune, forced friction, a stress indicator, opportunity for change, urgency, a generating force for the greater good, friction, transformation, resistance leading to strength, perseverance to endure, eventual peace within the Self, accept the unchangeable, an evolutionary change toward a more holistic state, Fate.
*A2R2; Aett 2, root 2, Yggdrasil’s root of destruction
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Ur:
Havamal 147:
Another I name, that all need to have
Who officiate as curing healers;
Know yourself, and you will know the world,
And learn to discern between evil and its causes.
 
Self-knowledge/awareness, all-knowing, discernment, witches/shamans/doctors/healing, causality, the primordial, eternity, primal fire, primal light, primal, primal bull, recognize the cause of an event, healing. that which is grasped or permanent, medical help, the healing powers of medical drugs, nurturing at the original basis, original cause, origin, root of all material and cosmic phenomena, contact with the transcendent, contact with the dead, life after mortal death, Mother-God, Creative Mother Principle, a physician’s rune and represents resurrection, eternity, and continuity, root of all material and cosmic phenomena, root of eternity, causality; the origin of time, cause and effect in the eternal power of becoming.
“Know yourself, then you will know all” (List 50).
*H1R2; Halbdutzend 1, root 2, Irminsul’s root of creation
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Rune Lesson:  There is a need to know who we are and from where we came.  Many people don’t understand this.  All they want to know is the here and now.  For we who are aware, we KNOW it’s important to explore heritage.  Although, exploring heritage and can be a stressful thing with plenty of roadblocks.  We must strive thru the stress to become self-aware.  As we strive, in the end, we are healed.  
*from destruction to creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
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Outcome: 7hrs of seemingly restless sleep, lotus, Lily was with me all night
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Online jwlr chat
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Never have had corned beef hash but it went crazy on FB so this is my test
Corned beef hash https://www.kroger.com/p/kroger-corned-beef-hash/0001111087266 with onions and jalapeños added + three eggs sunny-side-up + a slice of beer bread topped with raspberry jelly.
*the corned beef hash was really pretty good.  Note to Self: ½ can at a time only…JEEZ.  Now that I know this store brand corned beef hash isn’t bad, I might try the more expensive brand for comparison.
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Toby and I out for a late morning, well behaved, Newman U. walk.
*sunny, mildly cool, westerly breeze
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Toby’s later morning feeding, insulin, Apoquel and eyedrops
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More ISO ammo online.  I’m just going to forgo any searches for non-steel 7.62x39 and get what I need for the range at the range.  I have enough of that for home use.  I found other good stuff at Cheaper Than Dirt https://www.cheaperthandirt.com/ for the 9mm, the .22 high velocity and the shotgun.
*ordered
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Made unemployment claim
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Burger King
Dillons
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Toby’s afternoon eye-goop
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Last of the 3 pieces of fish leftover from LJS https://www.ljsilvers.com/menu/10-dollar-sea-shares/
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Watched the Space X launch live on YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGYcbXJPnQ4
*WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25reps weighted 25lbs
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Off and on online jwlr chat
A night of television
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
*called in his eyedrops to the Dillons pharmacy, pick up Tuesday after 3pm
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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FINALLY, some online jwlr chat
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Midnight nighty night with in your face Lily cuddles.
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(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur babies, VA, domestic stuff
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Links for Friday the 13th:
https://www.fearof.net/fear-of-friday-the-13th-phobia-paraskevidekatriaphobia-or-friggatriskaidekaphobia/
https://www.sbsun.com/2017/01/12/in-honor-of-friday-the-13th-a-brief-history-on-friggatriskaidekaphobia/
https://www.history.com/topics/folklore/friday-the-13th
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Ancestor Meditation: (photo source: Ancestry.com) (Gravesites @ Mennonite Brethren Church Cemetery, Lehigh, Kansas)
Frijastag/Frija’s Day/An: Frigga’s Day/Friday (great grandparents) David D. Schmidt (1852-1924) and Elisabeth Zülke (apx1856-1932) 
David D. Schmidt
Birth 11 June 1852
Death 18 March 1924 in Lehigh, Marion County, Kansas, USA
Married to Elizabeth Zülke 22 February 1876
Elizabeth Zülke (1856-1932)
Birth 4 JAN 1856 in Waldheim, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 19 JUN 1932 in Lehigh, Kansas
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Fehu:  Cattle, wealth, Ing-Frô; the god of abundance, Audhumla; the primal bovine, the ability to create and maintain wealth and the accompanying power, creative forces, financial security, good financial management, Odhumbal, the primeval bovine, fire, beginnings, productivity, positive energy, life force, self-respect, personal power, one’s condition in life, generosity that needs to come with the social responsibility of wealth.
Conversely:
The negative blessing of prosperity, stagnant finances, lack of creative energies, productivity failure, and the inability to and/or create wealth, greed, financial insecurity, improper financial management, disconnected from the life source, fear of failure, an ending, an unfortunate condition, fiery powers extinguished, atrophy/decline, failed ambition, lack of self-esteem, an ineffective beginning and an irresponsible misuse of power.
*A1R1; Aett 1 Root 1, Yggdrasil’s root of creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Sig: 
Havamal 156:
This I know as an eleventh, when
I accompany my dear friend into combat;
I sing it into the shield, so that he triumphs in battle
And that luck and happiness surrounds him always.
 
Triumph, surrounded with luck and happiness, victory, success, gain, well-being, victorious and happy, into the fray, blessing from above, successful fight, achieved goal, school, and salvation by light, inspiration, soul, and power of the sun, inspiration, soul, life force, wholeness, reliable success, healing, good luck, spiritual completion, and the path of the soul, Rune of the spiritual ray of inspiration, wisdom, and illumination.
“The creative spirit must conquer” (List, 57).
*H2R5; Halbdutzend 2, root 5, Irminsul’s root of destruction
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Rune Lesson:  Not every new beginning is beneficial; however, when coupled with Sig, it has to be.  Sig brings luck and happiness.  Fehu is multifaceted with wealth and beginnings.  It’s easy to see how these two Runes work well together in their positive forms.
*from creation to destruction
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
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Outcome: almost 7hrs of sleep, lotus, and Lily on my chest…LOL!!!
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted 25lbs…
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1 leftover biscuit with leftover gravy, 1 leftover biscuit with raspberry jelly, 1 breakfast burrito from frozen…
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VA podiatry/pedicure went well.  I have the process figured out why they do things:
*pulse check behind the ankle to make sure there is a good pulse; check
*check between the toes for any deterioration; check
*obligatory toenail trim; check
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Dillons petrol
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*comment not for public consumption*
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Toby’s late AM feeding, insulin and Apoquel
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Toby’s noon hour, perfektly behaved, 6-block walk.  He was SO full of spit-n-vinegar today!
*mostly cloudy/high clouds, cool, slight northerly breeze
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Online jwlr chat
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Toby’s afternoon eye-goop
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LJS https://www.ljsilvers.com/menu/10-dollar-sea-shares/ for a late lunch.  OMGs good!
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Online jwlr chat/phone call
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The Mandalorian S2 Es 2&3 on Disney+
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Online jwlr chat; troubling
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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*jwlr phone call; better
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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11:30pm nighty night with good Lily cuddles
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(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur babies, domestic stuff
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Ancestor Meditation: Flags:

1. Holy Roman Empire German/Austria until 1711-1740
2. Kingdom of Prussia 1701-1918
3. US flag 1850, 31 stars
4. Oklahoma state flag
5. California state flag

Donarstag/An: Thor’s Day/Thursday (great, grandparents) Peter Reimer (1868-1937) and Eva Hiebert (1874-1929)
Peter Reimer (1868-1937)
Birth 17 July 1868 in, Kleefeld, Molotschna, Russia
Death 12 Jan 1937 in Kern County, California, United States
*Married to Eva Hiebert 9 April 1893
Eva Hiebert (1874-1929)
Birth 13 Jan 1874 in, Alexanderwohl, Molotschna, Taurida, Russia
Death 20 Aug 1929 in Fresno, Fresno, California, United States
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Hagalaz: The cosmic seed of potential, a sacred enclosure/shell, breaking things down before they can be useful, shaping, evolution, sacred protection within, holiness, a type of Godotuom; destruction/regeneration, evolution, destructive elements, unavoidable unpleasantness, pruning, potentially destructive but change will occur on its own given time.  Embrace the necessary destruction.  Don’t rail against it.  Benefit from it.
*A2R1; Aett 2, root 2, Yggdrasil’s root of destruction
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Ka:
Havamal 151:
A sixth one is mine, if a man wounds me
With the root of a trunk still with juice;
Then I am unscathed, the man himself is consumed
By the evil with which he threatened me.
 
Imperviousness, a reversal of fortune, the world tree, preservation of tribe or race, ancestors/ancestry, loyalty, that which is existing, defense, the polarity of the male/female principle in the Universe, opposing energies, earthly love, as executive power of balancing justice, art, capability, artist, genius, being favored, procreation, the child, force, that which is established, World Tree/the Irminsul/the All, power, generation, ability and artfulness, sensuality, higher consciousness, return.
“Your blood, your highest possession” (List, 53).
*H1R6; Halbdutzend 1, root 6, Irminsul’s root of creation
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Rune Lesson:  That solid shell of destruction that hold hope for tomorrow is what provides the reversal of fortune.  The breaking down of our lives leaves us unscathed by our enemies.  We are wholly victorious.  They are wholly destroyed!
*from destruction to creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
*strays and squirrels
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Outcome: 6 ½ hrs. of sleep, one wakeup, lotus, Lily cuddles
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A banana with AM meds
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Breakfast sandwich
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted 25lbs
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Toby and I out for an AM, well behaved, even though this DUMBASS FEMALE AT THE GLASS SHOP THOUGHT her shepherd was secured but wasn’t, 1mi walk.  I KNOW it’s 1mi because I have measured it via the odometer on the Vue, 
*sunny, mildly cool, easterly breeze
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Toby’s late AM feeding, insulin and Apoquel
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Cooked Toby some chicken tenders
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Leftover blooming onion from Veterans’ Day
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J_e to post office
I made a trip to the closest fire station for information about disposing of Toby’s syringes.  Hm, nobody home.
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Toby’s afternoon eye goop
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 Cleaned house; damn, a bunch-o-shit in the vacuum cannister
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Huh, I found a couple of books and a bunch of papers I did at Newman U worth keeping:
*anatomy lab
*anatomy
*radiography
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Online jwlr chat
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A load of laundry
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted 25lbs
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Call in from bruzzer
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Online jwlr chat
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Toby’s late PM feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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Midnight nighty night with lotus and good Lily cuddles.
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(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: fur kids, feast day!
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Links about Veterans’ Day
https://www.va.gov/opa/vetsday/vetdayhistory.asp
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Veterans_Day
https://www.military.com/veterans-day/history-of-veterans-day.html
https://www.history.com/topics/holidays/veterans-day-facts
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Ancestor Meditation: Dienstag/Thing Day/Tuesday (grandparents) Henry E. Reimer (1898-1967) and Maria Hildebrand (1895-72) (Gravesites at Alexanderwohl Friedhof Cemetery, Goessel, Kansas).
Henry E. Reimer (1898-1967)
Birth 15 May 1898 in Medford, Grant County, Oklahoma, USA
Death 26 Mar 1967 in Hesston, Harvey County, Kansas, United States
*Married to Maria Hildebrand 2 June 1920
Maria Hildebrand (1894-72)
Birth 30 Dec 1894 in Marion County, Ks, USA
Death 22 Jul 1972 in Newton, Harvey County, KS, USA
Gravesites @ Alexanderwohl Mennonite Church, Goessel, Ks
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Othilla: Home and heritage (spiritual or mortal); the strong family, the home within, nobility, the sacred enclosure, spiritual heritage, ancestral spiritual power/favor, true kinship; kinship with humanity, genetic, cultural and spiritual inheritance, ancestry, loyalty to family - tribe or village, group prosperity, order, interaction, or freedom, union/connection with the family of humankind.
Conversely:
Problems in relating to home - heritage - spiritual heritage, and ancestors; Family difficulties, difficulties at home, shunning, unbalanced kinship, chaotic home-front, loss of property/land, genetic disconnection, slavery, homelessness, disruption of family ties - race - culture and the environment, racialism, alienated/disconnected with the family of humankind.
A3R8; Aett 3, root 8, Yggdrasil’s root of re-creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Tyr:
Havamal 157:
A twelfth one I sing, when I see through the brush
The hanged one swinging from the hemp;
He climbs down from the trunk, must tell me his tale
When I carve the Runes right.
 
Rebirth, renewal, rising from the ashes, excitation, revelation, mysteries revealed, sacrifice, the telling of a tale, rebirth of the Sun god, fertility and/or destruction, generation, power, success, wisdom, duties fulfilled, art of concealment and hiding, rebirth into the light - life of the soul, the power to make situations turn completely around, spiritual understanding, the power of regeneration, warrior strength, justice, balance, personal sacrifice of the father, resurrection/reincarnation/born again; “Do not fear anything, even dying cannot kill you.  Better to die than to be dead alive” (Gorsleben).
“Fear not death - it cannot kill you (List, 58).
H2R6
3rd Halbdutzend (3rd half-dozen), Irminsul’s root of re-creation.
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Rune Lesson:  Our home and heritage are SOLID!  We are renewed!
*from re-creation to re-creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
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Outcome: 6 ½ hrs. Of sleep, one wakeup, lotus, with Lily cuddles
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A banana with morning meds
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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LET THE FEASTING BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*I-Hop; tears, yes, my meal was free, but someone picked up the tab for my drinks
*Golden Corral for a meal card
*Freddy’s for a meal card
*
Home for Toby’s late morning feeding, insulin and Apoquel
*
Outback; blooming onion, OMGs filling!
*
*comment not for public consumption*
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Toby and I out for a pretty well behaved, mid-afternoon walk
*sunny, mild, south/southeasterly breeze
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Toby’s afternoon eye-goop
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Online jwlr chat/phone call
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Call into Dillons to check on my application.  I found out the hiring manager is at the 13th and Tyler store but unavailable atm.  Left a voice message
*
Checked email to discover the hiring manager sent an email asking me to complete my application by applying for a position so she can arrange an interview…DONE!
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Applebee’s
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Online jwlr chat
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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Midnight nighty night with good Lily cuddles
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(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: ?????????????????????????????????
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Ancestor Meditation: (grave-sites @ Alexanderwohl Friedhof Cemetery, Goessel, Ks and Medford Oklahoma Mennonite Cemetery respectively)
Saturday/Saturn’s Day, Tag der Fruchtbarkeit (UPG) Day of Fertility/Saturday (UPG) (2nd great grandparents) Peter Amos Reimer (1832-1905) and Agatha Dirksen (1840-1905)
Peter A Reimer (1832-1905)
Birth 17 Sept 1832 in Ohrloff, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 3 Sept 1905 in Goessel, KS
*Married to Agatha Dirksen 22 September 1858
Agatha Dirksen (1840-1905)
Birth 07 Apr 1840 in Sparrau, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 3 Apr 1905 in Medford, OK
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
*no doubt the ones who brought the family over from Russia.
*offered up some tobacco for Granny Aggie.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Fehu:  Cattle, wealth, Ing-Frô; the god of abundance, Audhumla; the primal bovine, the ability to create and maintain wealth and the accompanying power, creative forces, financial security, good financial management, Odhumbal, the primeval bovine, fire, beginnings, productivity, positive energy, life force, self-respect, personal power, one’s condition in life, generosity that needs to come with the social responsibility of wealth.
Conversely:
The negative blessing of prosperity, stagnant finances, lack of creative energies, productivity failure, and the inability to and/or create wealth, greed, financial insecurity, improper financial management, disconnected from the life source, fear of failure, an ending, an unfortunate condition, fiery powers extinguished, atrophy/decline, failed ambition, lack of self-esteem, an ineffective beginning and an irresponsible misuse of power.
*A1R1; Aett 1 Root 1, Yggdrasil’s root of creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Eh: 
Havamal 162:
A seventeenth I know, through a wise law
To join two lives in love;
And everyone is willing, no virginal woman
Will leave me lightly after this.
 
Dedication, faithfulness, fidelity, common law/legal marriage, warns against frivolous, transient love affairs, the legal contract between man and woman, lasting love, two bound together by the primal law of life, unification, sanctity of marriage, the cross of wedlock, fulfillment, maintaining strict morals within the bonds of legal marriage, love, duality, bound by primal law, love, trust and marriage. Soul-mates, wedding, partnership, permanent bond, binding decision, hope, duration, horse, permanence and marriage as a law, unity of ego and you, sister souls, soul-love, God-Man-Woman, ideal love, twin souls, two made one, success, increase.
“Marriage is the raw-root of the Aryans” (List, 63).
*H3R5; Halbdutzend 3, root 5, Irminsul’s root of re-creation
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Rune Lesson:  PERFEKT!  Marriage has a new beginning toward the greater good.  It seems that Fehu wealth isn’t always monetarily.  There is TREMENDOUS wealth is a good marriage.  A marriage based on fidelity is absolutely priceless.  A Fehu marriage that isn’t frivolous is one that means more than monetary wealth.  IT MEANS THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*from creation to re-creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
*fucking Ghost took two whacks at my feet.  I told him, “I don’t have to do this, ya know.”
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Outcome: 5hrs of sleep, morning meds @ 5am, 2 more hrs of sleep, Lily cuddles
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My health by the numbers:
Weight: 255
Glucose: 131
BP: 129/71
Pulse: 79
Started investigating a new glucose meter the VA sent.
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A short stack of homemade blueberry pancakes https://www.krusteaz.com/products/protein-whole-grains/protein-blueberry-pancake-mix + three sunny side up eggs + 4 strips of turkey bacon.
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Toby and I out for a perfektly behaved, later AM, 6-block walk.
*sunny, mildly warm, HELA STOUT southerly wind
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Toby’s later AM feeding, insulin and Apoquel
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Online jwlr chat/phone call
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Call into Dillons 13th and Tyler; of course, the hiring manager has a Mon-Fri work schedule.  Must be nice.
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Toby’s afternoon eye-goop
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Last of the Yule Soup with chopped jalapeños added…WOW!
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Mowed up some leaves in the backyard
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Soaked backyard shrubs
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Ok, I may have eaten some bad Yule Soup; gut ache and barf.
*antacids may have done the trick
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Shopped for some ammunition online…
*non-steel 7.62x39 unavailable
*12-gauge 2 ¾ buckshot mostly available
*9mm mostly available
*.22 would like to get hollow-point or some other high velocity but not sure
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A garden salad with buttered beer bread
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Soaked frontyard evergreens next to the porch.
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Online jwlr chat
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Jeez, I just don’t feel recovered enough to do core
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Online jwlr chat
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted 25lbs
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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11:30 nighty night, lotus, Lily cuddles.
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I don't know what the fuck happened to it...

(Nebulmânôd = Mist Month)
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Plans: ?????????????????????????????????
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Ancestor Meditation: (grave-sites @ Alexanderwohl Friedhof Cemetery, Goessel, Ks and Medford Oklahoma Mennonite Cemetery respectively)
Saturday/Saturn’s Day, Tag der Fruchtbarkeit (UPG) Day of Fertility/Saturday (UPG) (2nd great grandparents) Peter Amos Reimer (1832-1905) and Agatha Dirksen (1840-1905)
Peter A Reimer (1832-1905)
Birth 17 Sept 1832 in Ohrloff, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 3 Sept 1905 in Goessel, KS
*Married to Agatha Dirksen 22 September 1858
Agatha Dirksen (1840-1905)
Birth 07 Apr 1840 in Sparrau, Molotschna, South Russia
Death 3 Apr 1905 in Medford, OK
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I honor you this day, and I honor every bit of you that resides in me.  I’m grateful for the strong German heritage you’ve provided. I look forward with eager anticipation to the great family reunion on the other side.  I offer you my undying love, honor, respect, and gratitude.
*no doubt the ones who brought the family over from Russia.
*offered up some tobacco for Granny Aggie.
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Elder Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Elder Runes in your way
Advise the mortal man today
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Elder Rune: Fehu:  Cattle, wealth, Ing-Frô; the god of abundance, Audhumla; the primal bovine, the ability to create and maintain wealth and the accompanying power, creative forces, financial security, good financial management, Odhumbal, the primeval bovine, fire, beginnings, productivity, positive energy, life force, self-respect, personal power, one’s condition in life, generosity that needs to come with the social responsibility of wealth.
Conversely:
The negative blessing of prosperity, stagnant finances, lack of creative energies, productivity failure, and the inability to and/or create wealth, greed, financial insecurity, improper financial management, disconnected from the life source, fear of failure, an ending, an unfortunate condition, fiery powers extinguished, atrophy/decline, failed ambition, lack of self-esteem, an ineffective beginning and an irresponsible misuse of power.
*A1R1; Aett 1 Root 1, Yggdrasil’s root of creation
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Armanen Rune Summons:
Born of fire, born of ice
Life is lived at such a price
Armanen Runes in your way
Advise the Spirit man today
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Armanen Rune: Eh: 
Havamal 162:
A seventeenth I know, through a wise law
To join two lives in love;
And everyone is willing, no virginal woman
Will leave me lightly after this.
 
Dedication, faithfulness, fidelity, common law/legal marriage, warns against frivolous, transient love affairs, the legal contract between man and woman, lasting love, two bound together by the primal law of life, unification, sanctity of marriage, the cross of wedlock, fulfillment, maintaining strict morals within the bonds of legal marriage, love, duality, bound by primal law, love, trust and marriage. Soul-mates, wedding, partnership, permanent bond, binding decision, hope, duration, horse, permanence and marriage as a law, unity of ego and you, sister souls, soul-love, God-Man-Woman, ideal love, twin souls, two made one, success, increase.
“Marriage is the raw-root of the Aryans” (List, 63).
*H3R5; Halbdutzend 3, root 5, Irminsul’s root of re-creation
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Rune Lesson:  PERFEKT!  Marriage has a new beginning toward the greater good.  It seems that Fehu wealth isn’t always monetarily.  There is TREMENDOUS wealth is a good marriage.  A marriage based on fidelity is absolutely priceless.  A Fehu marriage that isn’t frivolous is one that means more than monetary wealth.  IT MEANS THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*from creation to re-creation
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1st check on all fur-kids: food, water, litterboxes, shelter.
*fucking Ghost took two whacks at my feet.  I told him, “I don’t have to do this, ya know.”
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Outcome: 5hrs of sleep, morning meds @ 5am, 2 more hrs of sleep, Lily cuddles
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My health by the numbers:
Weight: 255
Glucose: 131
BP: 129/71
Pulse: 79
Started investigating a new glucose meter the VA sent.
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A short stack of homemade blueberry pancakes https://www.krusteaz.com/products/protein-whole-grains/protein-blueberry-pancake-mix + three sunny side up eggs + 4 strips of turkey bacon.
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Toby’s AM eyedrops
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Toby and I out for a perfektly behaved, later AM, 6-block walk.
*sunny, mildly warm, HELA STOUT southerly wind
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Toby’s later AM feeding, insulin and Apoquel
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Online jwlr chat/phone call
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Call into Dillons 13th and Tyler; of course, the hiring manager has a Mon-Fri work schedule.  Must be nice.
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Toby’s afternoon eye-goop
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Last of the Yule Soup with chopped jalapeños added…WOW!
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Mowed up some leaves in the backyard
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Soaked backyard shrubs
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Ok, I may have eaten some bad Yule Soup; gut ache and barf.
*antacids may have done the trick
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Shopped for some ammunition online…
*non-steel 7.62x39 unavailable
*12-gauge 2 ¾ buckshot mostly available
*9mm mostly available
*.22 would like to get hollow-point or some other high velocity but not sure
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A garden salad with buttered beer bread
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Soaked frontyard evergreens next to the porch.
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Online jwlr chat
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Jeez, I just don’t feel recovered enough to do core
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Online jwlr chat
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Toby’s late evening feeding, insulin and eyedrops
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Ab Roller 3 sets of 25 reps weighted 25lbs
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Last check on all fur-kids.
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11:30 nighty night, lotus, Lily cuddles.
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